Where I want to be....

Lately I have been struggling with life in general and the other day I heard this song that sounds like the dialog I have been having with God. I am hanging on his every word and although he doesn't always speak to me I am still waiting right here for him. I am gracefully falling back into his arms and I love this song because it talks about all the things that I feel. Although I have a lot of work to do when it comes to my relationship with God I am right where I want to be....in the comfort of his arms as he holds me close.

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say and
Even if you don't want to speak tonight that's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing, is where I want to be, yeah
Where I want to be

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm
Trying to identify the voices in my head, God which one's you?
Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me, one more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say and
Even if you don't want to speak tonight that's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing, is where I want to be, yeah

Where I want to be
Where I want to be